I have two kids and my wife is pregnant with our third.

I love my kids, and my wif3. I am so tired of this. I wish I hadn't married young. I wish I had more life. I wish I had been born to different parents. Or at least that my parents weren't quite so strict.

I never got to do all the things I wanted to do. Go to law school, see the world, date. I basically lived at home until I was 20 and then married the first girl I set eyes on. My mom always talks about how lucky us kids are to have been homeschooled, to have been taught how to be Christians, to have built in friends, to be protected from ungodliness. A couple of days ago I mentioned to her that I felt like I had been unprepared for life and she said "Your father and I raised you perfectly.  You are more than prepared to be a soldier in God's army. You can turn away from temptation." Yeah mom, thanks.

I tried once to go into a bar, but it got back to my dad and he drug me out yelling about how I was a disgrace and I made my family look bad.